what a waste

I have let my laziness get the better of me.

Most of the time I am indifferent and dont care about my work. I am a ghost in my classes.  

However, when I try…I realize my true intelligence.  I find out that I am quite insightful and analytical. I can write and interpret what I read with the best of them. I am smart sometimes.

It is so frustrating to know how much I messed up.  For awhile now, I just thought I was barking up the wrong tree. The more you give, the more you get. 

I wish I tried harder. I have potential. Yet, potential untapped means nothing. 

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